In life, we imagine how that perfect someone
will walk into our life. We picture the movie-inspired scenarios, or those
Nicholas Sparks’ novels. Sparks, Ruby Sparks. The movie I decided to spend my
winter solstice. Snacking on mixed trail and Tim tam’s while sipping the
perfectly brewed hot Hazelnut Milo I made just before I put the movie on. I
believed it was a biography, or about a person, a one that occupied reality at
one stage.
Funny how I thought it was about a real-existing
person. She was perfect for him. What he had in mind, and in every detail. The
girl in the sunny haze in a dream he once had. Then out of nowhere, she
existed. He might have mixed up reality, and his imaginations; whatever it
could be, there she was. Just how he pictured her to be, sharing the same
detail of the life he wanted her to hold. It was good. I have to admit that I am being
in the same boat with Calvin. How I wish that that special one will turn out
what I exactly want them to be. However, I beg to differ having a non-logical
explanation of how they suddenly came into my life. They have to have a proper
entry in my life though, not just rock up from a concocted memory, or from a
dating site or something like that. The sad bit about love (or whatever we
should call that fantasy) is we make a puppet out of our illusion.
Photo: FilmEquals.com
By the poolside in one of the most striking
dialogue in the film, “So that’s what you’re looking for in a guy...
douchiness?...” I dunno, maybe I guess I was looking for you... Just took me a
while to find you.” She jumps in the pool, the he follows. She asks, “What did
you think the first time you saw me?” “I thought you were the most beautiful
girl I ever saw.” “Were you disappointed
when you got to know me?” “How can you ask
that?” “I’m such a mess.” “I love your mess.” “...The first time I saw you,
I thought, ‘look at that boy, I love him, forever, and ever and ever.’” “What
if you get sick of me?” “I won’t... I promise.” Then everything comes to a
reality, or what if it actually happened and he was just logging everything?











